Diario de davidsprincess, 04 oct. 21

Happy Monday! I will hit the gym Monday- Thursday and record all my calories and eat only calories that are recordable- which basically means no restaurant food unless there is a calorie count. I hate guessing even though I try to go high. Tuesday the 12th I should be able to really get back to it. No other plans or celebrations until Thanksgiving. No excuses. Looking forward to days off work that are actually for fun. We haven't gone anywhere alone since last year. A part of me still wants to bring my kids. LOL. I hate not being with them but I know couples need time alone. But when we do fun things- I always think how much they would like it, too and I feel like a few more years and they will be out on their own and shouldn't we just take them along? No- Stop it. I don't want them to miss any more school. They missed a day for my sister's wedding and a day for my brother's funeral services but then I found out they are off Friday for parent teacher conferences and so what is one more day on Monday? They are straight A students... one more day won't kill them. But I won't do it. I will not give in. Ugh... I miss them already. OK- Time to start work which has been thankfully very quiet and manageable. Dare I say boring... or maybe this is just normal and I have had so much crap lately that I forgot a normal day at work is only 8 hours. What a long winded post. Sorry for rambling. Have a great week!