Diario de davidsprincess, 26 may. 22

I'm hesitant to say that I feel like my old self again because I've said it before and been wrong. It's only been about 5 days or so of being in complete control of my calories while hitting the gym daily to lift but I'm excited because it feels so fucking familiar. I'm remembering what I did and how I was and I do believe (confidently enough to post it) that I'm back. The difference is that I'm going to love myself along the way. Everyone who told me to give myself grace after my brother died and I was such an asshole...I apologize. I don't love being fat but I love me and I love that God has given me another day to do better. It seems to have played a key role in my desire to get back to where I was. Beating myself up kept me from enjoying my every day blessings and that's just fucking sad.

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1356 kcal

Grasa: 71,84g | Prot: 93,95g | Carbh: 99,08g.   Desayuno: Great Value Hard Boiled Eggs, Coffee, Philadelphia Regular Cream Cheese, Bays Original English Muffin. Almuerzo: Ole Extreme Wellness High Fiber Low Carb Tortillas, Great Value Saltine Crackers, Market Pantry Swiss Deli-Style Cheese Slices, Giant Eagle Cherry Tomatoes, Oreo Thins Lemon, Prairie Farms Dairy Large Curd Cottage Cheese, Carl Buddig Corned Beef. Cena: Butter , Cooked Asparagus (Fat Added in Cooking), Sargento Deli Style Sliced Baby Swiss Cheese, Red Robin Burger Patty. Pasa Bocas / Otros: Kellogg's Yogos Bits Yogurt Covered Fruit Flavored Bits - Cherry Crush, Giant Eagle Cherry Tomatoes. más...